Why I Miss her!

This video would explain more than I do!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bfPquNzBLg0&feature=youtube_gdata

All i want for Christmas

Dear Santa,
All i want for this Christmas is a day with her, please make her talk with me for one freaking day nothing more. I know im not a religious type of person but god! if your out there please make her talk with me for one day. I have missed her enough for this week, Just do what you have to do and make her talk with me :).

P.S - I love you Santa, You never gave me anything for past 19 years so please dont make me regret for this Christmas too <3.



Yours Faithfully,
Dharshanan.N

More you ignore.. more i fall for you! :\

Its been a week now since the last time you spoke with me. Doest that sound so simple to say? I know you hate when I talk with you even when i tries to, All that helped me from missing is your photographs. Wish those photos come in to life and talk with me, Sometimes it does reminds me how cute she was and how cute the way she talks, I cant help myself from missing her though she hates me. I promise i tried everything just to stay away from her and end up talking with her the next minute although she doest care about how it feels.

I missed you today did you know that ? :\

Missing Journal Entry 5 : Beyond Limits

The real party is about to start in few hours, Still haven't talked with her for the day. I remember talking with her last night and closing my eye once, the next thing i remembered is i woke up next to my computer and found my self sleeping on the chair, it was 3.50am back then. She went offline around 3.15am saying all the good bye messages and how bad im in sleeping. I really felt bad and started to hate myself for sleeping like a pig that day. I could imagine how she would have felt when i suddenly went without giving any replies, she waited for 1 hour thinking i might return, It really made me miss her.


Whats so special today is 'im getting wasted'. I know its not special but this is what adults do on their birthday dont they? Even if I stay in the party my whole concentration will be in the PC. I asked her to text me and keep me occupied whole night just to make sure I dont miss her and ruin my party mood.

The song Stereo Love never had an effect on me when i listened to it for the first time. Last week i randomly played a song and voila... Stereo Love increased my feelings over her and I love to hear it again and again
Stereo Love


I know whats on your mind ' Why the hell is this guy always talking about missing her'. I know its kind of awkward but its the first time i started to miss someone so badly and I do like the way it is, So if you think what im writing is crap maybe its time for you to find someone to fall in love with :P.

Missing Journal Entry 4 ( missing pages )

Yesterday on my birthday her bunny died and she was really sad about it .I couldn't help myself from worrying about even though my friends wanted me to stay with them. I learned that i cant bear she being sad and heart broken, I think everyday my feelings towards her getting stronger and stronger. I Dont KNOW! i just cant Help It!. I just miss her like a lost puppy.

Missing Journal Entry 4 : Dual Special

Why am i here? i should be having a roof raising party yeah? YES its my 20th birthday and Ya I enjoyed the day to the maximum. She was with me whole morning listening to all the stupid lame jokes i made and laughing at it just to make sure i dont get hurt on my birthday. Of course I know whats on her mind, its not pretty hard though, Shes kinda predictable these days. She was there for me when i needed her the most. She ignored to show that she hates me to the core. Just because its my birthday.. Most of all, the best gift i received for my 20th birthday is her friend request. I never expected it, That was really fantastic and when i saw that request it really did made me feel im the happiest man living in the earth.


Why she always hates me whenever i try to impress her, Im not kidding with her or anything, Im just doing what i feel like and every time she says 'stop kidding dash' it really hurts me alot. Now lets stop with all these stupid feelings and start talking about something nice on my special day shall we?!.( This is how she changes topic when i try to talk about love)


Well one of the best things that happened to me today is I got to spend my birthday with her. Second best thing is she gave me a surprise by giving me a request ( thats soo really cute of her ).


We also made a challenge, I have to impress her by February 14th or ill loose. Pretty tough for a boy like me but I can try. Hard work never killed anyone .. still..
I know shes soo perfect for me but I dont want to give up, Its time I should fight for my feelings.

Missing Journal Entry 3

You all might be wondering where the day 2 journal entry was...well to be honest, She was talking with me whole day maybe she kinda missed me and i kinda figured it out even though im not sure about it, because like i said before 'She is unpredictable'.

Day 3.
In 3 hours ill be celebrating my 20th birthday and all i want for that special day is to be with her. Being with a special person on your special day is something that you wish for. I dont know whether shes going to talk with me or im going to spent my birthday eve missing her all night long.

Whats on my mind right now?!
Year ago I was sitting right here doing nothing but chatting with her through webcam and mic but we never talked to each other, we just plays random musics in turns and listens to it. All i witnessed is her magnetic eyes and never ending cute smile. We love to fight and delete each other in facebook even now im deleted from her profile for some stupid fight. I have lost the count how many times we did this and so does her. Just sometimes..Once in a week I used to remember those days and wish I could travel back in time.

Missing Journal Entry 2

Missing Journal Entry 1

Day 1
You can live without food or water for a week but not a single day without a person you miss. Well i managed to live 1 day without talking to her..or it would be appropriate if i say 'without getting her reply', I did sent her couple of messages even though she said not to talk with her unless i say I dont love her anymore. Well a lie aint gonna stop me from missing her so I did told her that i dont love her. Well i didn't mean it, Its just to make things right and without knowing i added 'love you and miss you so much' at the end of the message. Its been 17 hours since i got her last reply, I couldn't control myself and ended up spamming her Skype convo with dozens of 'miss yew'.
I know she must be really pissed at me but i just cant help it. Shes soo perfect that i would do anything to stop missing her.
Used to listen to Stereo Love but it never had any effect on me until today. The song helped me like giving full meal to a beggar who was starving for 2 days. The song made me feel miss her more and more but didn't encourage me to hurt her by talking to her. I dont know whether she likes me messaging her or she hates it. All i can picture is She looking at my messages and laughing or ignoring my messages pretending that message was not there. All that left for me is her last reply to me. It was saying 'dont message me again if u wants to say i love u'. I looked at it for almost 30 times now. Still i keep missing her. Hope day 3 would be something different.

My Special Someone

Its a story about a girl who changed my life and made me feel something that i was craving for..almost 4 years. This girl, she has the power to make me miss her and make me feel that im not complete without talking with her. She really has some power towards me and thats what makes her special for me comparing with all the others. I shared everything that i felt like and which ended up in telling every single thing that i went through. Shes so perfect and someone who makes me miss her so much and god damn i dont have a word to describe how it feels.
Its funny how we met and never forgets to think about that little incident. She was bored that day and thats for sure. I was in some fake profile and she was in that friend list. She started a conversation and said bye without me replying it. When i first saw the message i really didn't think that it would end up in proposing to her. Me myself had a hatred towards relationships , never proposed to a girl until then, never had a voice or a video call with a girl before and never intended to. Well...She made it happen and i took the liberty of saying shes the first girl to share everything though we live 1000 miles away from each other.

If she ever had to read this , She will never fall for it and I myself knows it very well...and thats what makes her special from other girls.Shes special as always. She loves to hurt me and i love to get hurt from her, Things she says at me never made me angry and If i did..I was only pretending. I have to admit that i cant pretend that im angry with her for more than a 5 mins. Shes special as always.
Whenever i feel down or depressed of studies all i do is simply take my phone look at her picture and the next thing i remember is how special she is. I have no idea how she does that but im sure that im no longer a complete person without the person i miss.

To my special someone - If your watching this ..i wanna apologize for hurting you.. but, i want you to know this.. I l<3ve u.. i really really do.

Dash Studios

Hi people today is the day i been waiting for almost two years, yes my dream of starting a Studios in website, Well i know its quite funny creating a studio in web but come'on think on the brighter side first internet can be accessed from anywhere around at anytime and second most of all this studios will be active 24/7. :)

All the studio works are done for free and no payment will be received for the work done by "Dash Studios" the reason is simple well you see im a student of IIT College in Srilanka and im managing this studios as my part time so there is no way i can accept all the orders, so i only pick the orders i like.. it depends on the genre of the work and my mood of course. The materials i pick for the editing purposes are from google image section and i dont hold any ownership for any of those materials.

This is Dash Studios and Welcome to the page where imagination is everything,

And so let the editing Begin.....