My Special Someone

Its a story about a girl who changed my life and made me feel something that i was craving for..almost 4 years. This girl, she has the power to make me miss her and make me feel that im not complete without talking with her. She really has some power towards me and thats what makes her special for me comparing with all the others. I shared everything that i felt like and which ended up in telling every single thing that i went through. Shes so perfect and someone who makes me miss her so much and god damn i dont have a word to describe how it feels.
Its funny how we met and never forgets to think about that little incident. She was bored that day and thats for sure. I was in some fake profile and she was in that friend list. She started a conversation and said bye without me replying it. When i first saw the message i really didn't think that it would end up in proposing to her. Me myself had a hatred towards relationships , never proposed to a girl until then, never had a voice or a video call with a girl before and never intended to. Well...She made it happen and i took the liberty of saying shes the first girl to share everything though we live 1000 miles away from each other.

If she ever had to read this , She will never fall for it and I myself knows it very well...and thats what makes her special from other girls.Shes special as always. She loves to hurt me and i love to get hurt from her, Things she says at me never made me angry and If i did..I was only pretending. I have to admit that i cant pretend that im angry with her for more than a 5 mins. Shes special as always.
Whenever i feel down or depressed of studies all i do is simply take my phone look at her picture and the next thing i remember is how special she is. I have no idea how she does that but im sure that im no longer a complete person without the person i miss.

To my special someone - If your watching this ..i wanna apologize for hurting you.. but, i want you to know this.. I l<3ve u.. i really really do.