The real party is about to start in few hours, Still haven't talked with her for the day. I remember talking with her last night and closing my eye once, the next thing i remembered is i woke up next to my computer and found my self sleeping on the chair, it was 3.50am back then. She went offline around 3.15am saying all the good bye messages and how bad im in sleeping. I really felt bad and started to hate myself for sleeping like a pig that day. I could imagine how she would have felt when i suddenly went without giving any replies, she waited for 1 hour thinking i might return, It really made me miss her.
Whats so special today is 'im getting wasted'. I know its not special but this is what adults do on their birthday dont they? Even if I stay in the party my whole concentration will be in the PC. I asked her to text me and keep me occupied whole night just to make sure I dont miss her and ruin my party mood.
The song Stereo Love never had an effect on me when i listened to it for the first time. Last week i randomly played a song and voila... Stereo Love increased my feelings over her and I love to hear it again and again
Stereo Love
I know whats on your mind ' Why the hell is this guy always talking about missing her'. I know its kind of awkward but its the first time i started to miss someone so badly and I do like the way it is, So if you think what im writing is crap maybe its time for you to find someone to fall in love with :P.
Missing Journal Entry 4 ( missing pages )
Yesterday on my birthday her bunny died and she was really sad about it .I couldn't help myself from worrying about even though my friends wanted me to stay with them. I learned that i cant bear she being sad and heart broken, I think everyday my feelings towards her getting stronger and stronger. I Dont KNOW! i just cant Help It!. I just miss her like a lost puppy.
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