Day 1
You can live without food or water for a week but not a single day without a person you miss. Well i managed to live 1 day without talking to her..or it would be appropriate if i say 'without getting her reply', I did sent her couple of messages even though she said not to talk with her unless i say I dont love her anymore. Well a lie aint gonna stop me from missing her so I did told her that i dont love her. Well i didn't mean it, Its just to make things right and without knowing i added 'love you and miss you so much' at the end of the message. Its been 17 hours since i got her last reply, I couldn't control myself and ended up spamming her Skype convo with dozens of 'miss yew'.
I know she must be really pissed at me but i just cant help it. Shes soo perfect that i would do anything to stop missing her.
Used to listen to Stereo Love but it never had any effect on me until today. The song helped me like giving full meal to a beggar who was starving for 2 days. The song made me feel miss her more and more but didn't encourage me to hurt her by talking to her. I dont know whether she likes me messaging her or she hates it. All i can picture is She looking at my messages and laughing or ignoring my messages pretending that message was not there. All that left for me is her last reply to me. It was saying 'dont message me again if u wants to say i love u'. I looked at it for almost 30 times now. Still i keep missing her. Hope day 3 would be something different.
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